Well that sucks about your mom.  Doesnt make any sense to call you a murderer and then say your one besides the killing. I laughed at that cause yea WOW. lol

Anyways I commented cuz  I haven't talked to my Jon either. lol  thought it was funny cuz I just got done writing about How I haven't talked to Jon in a few days then I come and read this. lol

and yea eye liner is a must.

therapy/counseling might be a good thing, for both helping with the problems with your mom and just for anything going on with you. a lot of people in my family have/had therapists, including myself, and it's really not all that bad...it's really nice if you just need someone to talk you down or just let you rant. and maybe if you keep telling them how rough things with your mom are they can do something to help. :] best of luck, i hope it goes alright!!

&&thankyou! i'm glad to be back! :D hahaha, yeah, i realized how confusing that was after i posted up. xD sorry 'bout that. awe, i know, i always get jealous too!! as you know, lol. i know how you feel. awe, thanks<3 it's alright you can't give much advice, it's great to hear from you anyway. :] thanks for the support~~

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Dangit.
I met him at Centri-fuge.
If you are familiar with that camp name.
Well, yall both live in south Carolina.
And your boyfriend has the same last name as him.
So, i just figured you did....
Sorry,

Don't forget to take pictures!!!

This guy sounds like he needs to be commited to a mental institute

i'm late for work cuz of your freakishly long entry lolll hahaha it doesn't matter, I'm not in a punctual mood today anyway.

I'm glad you enjoyed being at your dad's! The fatties.com thingy made me laugh like heck hahaha.

Thanks for the comment (:
Congrats to Obama, I'm happy it's him not someone else though,
I always thought he was the best option to be a president (from the options we had)..
We'll see what he'll do though lol

I'm actually Russian, and I study in a university in moscow,
I went there and came back Sep 30th, I put on so much weight there..
Since life is so easy there, good food, NO STRESS, relaxation,
Parties, good friends & everything...
That way you put on weight, you know??

How old are you btw?

I hate it when I get this art block haha I haven't made any paintings for a while now, and well no time  I really should get back to painting!!

Dee.

thanks for the comment

lol Yea congrats to him but I feel the same way toooo. I know its a big deal and its like yayyy new president. but I don't feel the excitement either its like new president ok whats next. 

and yea my sister has never done anything life threatening so the things she did were bad and she made tonsssss of horrible choices but in the end  everyone deserves a chance sometimes. At 11st i was pissed about her moving home but when i foudn out why i felt sympathetic. And then when my parents and aunt talked to her when she started to cry thats when I truely  just felt awful about everything and sympathized with her. I no longer saw her as an awful person but someone who just needed help. Lots of it. so no matter what I now think I will always try unless its something like murder or something lol.  thats where i cross the line when it comes to breaking the law like that.

oh and art blocks suckkkk!!!!! i literally had one for like 6 months couldnt draw a thing my mind just went blank I couldn't draw or paint, sculpt, nothing. Then one day i dreamt about this gorgeous womans face ( it wasnt anyone i knew or anyone famous just a face) and i drew it out on a canvas  and it started out black and white then i added some paint color to key parts and it turned out to be one of my best paintings ever. Then i was back on track again. Art blocks really do suck tho.

Good luck. sorry i wrote so much lol i get carried away sometimes

Hi

thanks for your comment

yeah, I hope you're right

awe, that thing with your dog is so cute and funny~ xD i love it!! ahh, i really hope you can get out of the house and do something soon. i hate being stuck in the house for long periods of time, lol. i like my R&R, but after a while i get really bored. lmao. i don't have anyone i'm really close with either, so i know how you feel. they live in different towns too, so it's harder to see them. :[ anyway, good luck with everything<3 i hope things get better~~

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

ack, i'm terribly bad advice, but i do hope things get better soon and are going okay~ sucks things with your family are so rough right now. family's can be so annoying. D: ugh.

&&thankyou<3 :]

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

fsklja;gnv
chase coy and owl city are amazinggg!

Well, Dad seems like the lesser of two evils. I mean, he does have his issues to work through. How old are you?  I see the only way to leave is if you legally emancipate yourself from your mother (if you are old enough to do so, but the average is 16). That is of course, only if your mother refuses to give your Dad custody.

then do it! lol

oh, i don't think i've ever heard of that show. i'll have to watch it sometime, it sounds amazing. :] ohh, robotics! that does sound fun! i really hope you can do it. good luck with your mom, that sucks you can't go anywhere. :[

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Notice that the guys your mum goes with do get lay, and probably in most cases don't pay for nothing...

Sorry for what is going on in your life, but soon your mum will stop attracting people. Age does that.

Mark.

Where did you find this article at? CAn you let me know? I really want to read more of it.

Thanks
Best of Wishes,
LibraVamp

wow... this was interesting. i hate it when people offer u something cause they feel like they have to. T_T

ouch! D: gee i hope your mom comes home soon...sounds like things with your grandma are rough. my mom always tells me to gargle warm salt water whenever i have a cut in my mouth that's driving me nuts. she's always like "you should try it" and i'm like "well i should...maybe later..." ha. xD okay, sorry, i'm not helping. anyway, good luck with your grandma. i hope it gets better soon and your mom comes home. really sucks that she's really controlling you. i think old people are more protective of teenagers because they don't understand they aren't as vunerable as younger kids, and they don't need to go to bed early, eat right, ect. :P hope things get better soon!!

&&awe, thanks~ :] really?? that's cool!! i've never had much experience with guns, except squirt ones hahaha...i've always wanted to go paintballing though. it sounds fun. :]

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Sorry, I just came across this and couldnt resist.. thats harsh dude.... (salt and water?!) Gags lol. Its funny cause youre saying that it shell do something horrible.. she's trying to take care of you and yet would threaten you?! twisted hahah

Ha, something similair happened to me yesterday night. I was talking to this one guy on IM when he asked me for my #. I told him I would give him my cell#, but I didn't have it with me at the moment and i would give it to him when I get it back. He then told me to give him my home #, but there is no way in hell that I was going to do that. And I told him so. Well he got mad and told me that he is going to hack me. Of course I was scared becuse I have had it happen to me before and This was not my computer that I was using. I told him not to and that I was sorry. Then he made say all this stuff about how amazing he is and how I will never do anything with another guy unless he tells me I can. He told me I have to do whatever he says or else he will hack me. I am so humiliated right now. I hate this feeling of submission, but I don't want to risk him hacking my computer.

LibraVamp

hahah i liked your entry :)

and i know how it feels when your soo behind in school and you know it and dont do anything about it hahahaha  well ... good luck with christina :)

she is so adorable...

p.s.how to upload pics anyway?

loves.eve

hahaha, cute pictures!! they're so funny, i love them. :] i love your background on your computer too, it's pretty<3

&&thankyouuuu!! <3 :D hahaha, yeahh, i went to it, it was definately interesting. a good kind of interesting though, it was fun. lol. xD thanks for the commentttt. :]

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

so freakin cool haha

hahaha, my grandma and grandpa stay up really late too...my grandpa's a musician so i can understand him because he does late-night gigs, but idk how my grandma does it. lmao. xD have fun with your grandparents this weekend<3 that should be nice to visit with your family...kinda scary your parents have the police watching you though. D: good luck!! hahaha, i usually don't use weird names either, except for a few... xD

&&haaa, thanks for the welcome<3 yeahh, i kept meaning to update i just never got to it. lol. school's been pretty crazy. :P thankyouuu<3 :DDD yeahh, i'm not too worried about it anymore. i find it kind of funny though because Lauren's already sketched out by him. xD

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

my family lives in raleigh.. (north carolina)
good to know you're having a good attitude about it if you do end up moving..
HILARIOS ICON. XD
loved it.
girls are bitchy, but most of them are my friends cuz.. ya just can't trust boys...
at least not the ones here...
:]

<3 Shannon.

It takes forever to read your entries and by the time I do,I forget what I'm going to say.
Blah.

I only read a little piece, it is really long! :]

screw the "other side" ,you know, having girl friends.

girls suck! they are backstabbing and they will ditch you if they don't feel like talking to you for whatever petty reason and they'll come back with the "it sucks we haven't talked in foreverrrr, want to hang out" only to find out that they had NO plans for the weekend and NO ONE invited them anywhere so they turned to you. ew.

FORGET IT.

guys don't give a flip. haha.

my last entry is actually about girl friends. lol

OH MAN I'M SO TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH JOEY!! lollll

I've just just seen the end of season 9 and I think that joey and rachel makes such a better couple than Ross!!!

Oh I see. I'll look it up. Say do you watch Friends? I'm really into that show! And if you DO watch Friends, JOEY'S MY FAVOURITE!!

The Secret Life Of The American Teenager?

I'll look it up! I'm pretty sure that doesn't play here... Bah, what's the internet for? I'll just download them. Is it really worth it?

Lately I've been bored day in day out. I just can't wait to get a job to keep busy and actually DO something. Also to have my $$$$.

WOW I'M SO GONNA BUY LOTSA STUFF ONCE I WORK!

- New Bed

- Egg-Chair

- Repaint Room

- New Furniture

- New Office Desk - Office chair

- Bamboo Walling

-Hanging Wall Plasma TV

OMG My room's gonna kick ass!

(Ok I have to admit I have a BIG materialistic side, don't follow my exemple too much lolll)

Still awaiting your pics

Why don't you show me those three pictures of yours?? I'm really interested.

Mikal

Hehe, we've got so much in common you and I!

I wonder if there exist such thing as an online Risk...

I'm going to look it up

Mikal

Yeah, FINALLY a girl that likes Risk!

I play a lot of Risk with my band members and brothers, but my girl friends are so boring, they think it's a stupid game.

I love strategy game, and Risk is my favourite board game ^.^

Maybe one day we'll play together who knows!

Mikal

I'm so happy for you!

Mikal

Lol you can delete websites from the history on your computer.
Just go to Tools.Then under Tools push "Delete browsing history".
Delete MDD and delete it from the recyle bin too because it should show there too.
Lol I watch,and I learn.
I love you.

omfg mayday parade<33 i was just listening to that song today, lol. cute pictures~ omg your nails are so pretty! i tried to do that with my nails once but it didn't work out all that well. >.< how did you paint them exactly?? with just the normal brush that comes in the bottle or something else? they look wicked cute ! i hope your teeth feel better soon too. i hate it whenever i have work done on my teeth and it hurts like heck. D:

&&lol, well good luck!! i hope it works out and you can get your new hairstyle soon. :] lmao, yeah, thanks! xD i have some reallyyy hard teachers this year, so i know how you feel. i think most teachers suck, except for a few. D: gahh. lol. yeahh the homework thing really sucked though. it takes like, hours to do the bio homework i get this year. my teacher is cool but she gives you a lottt.

hope you're well~

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Yeah that's exactly what I was going to say:

tools - Delete Browsing history

But you know, it's your call.

Oh man it was so funny when you said you were freakin' over the spider. I don't know how you did it, I HATE insects. They're like tiny aliens eewww.

Mikal

haha, your cousin's so cute and funny. sucks with your mom though. D: i know i've argued with my mom over haircuts before, it's no fun. [it took me forever to convince her to let me get sidebangs again, because they got in my face a lot :P ] lmao, i had a friend who was in love with cody linely too. xD guys can be funny about crushes, they like to tease girls about them i think. :D hehe.

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

Wow your mom is crazy lol.Come to Fort Wayne and I'll cut your hair lol.No seriously I'm good...maybe.
I love you.

Hey, thanx for voting! Cool pics! xx

awe, it's always sad drifting apart from a good friend. maybe you guys could start talking again though? idk, relationships/friendships always take a bit of work in the beginning, i think. i hope someday you guys can be close again. :] and professional cameras are nice. i know i had a digital one like you described for a while and eventually i saved up and got a nicer one...it was aboutttt....$300? it was worth it though. :] hope you're well~

&&me toooo! :D omg i seriously had all those same barbie games too!! and i was soo obsessed with tamagotchis back in the day. ohman. lol, it can be a pain to keep them sometimes. xDD i've killed some before too.

tellmexwherexarexyou<333

OMG!! PLEASE Add me on your MSN NOW!! lolll

masterjedimikal@hotmail.com

THIS IS JUST TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE

Mikal

well lol, i'll feel dumb if ur not one of jehovah's witnesses but are you??? Cuz we have meetings like these exactly the same!

Mikal

OH MY GOD GIRL! YOU'RE A JEHOVAH'S WITNESS TOO?????

I AM ONE AS WELL I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!

Mikal

I'd like to move to Flordia :D take me with you!
Lol I love you.

I wish we could meet face to face one day. But I guess that wouldn't be possible. If I could be of any help to you, please just write me!

Mikal

Wow, she seems like the kind of case you'd see in Dr. Phil.

I'm sorry you have to deal with that. It's up to you to never become like your mom! And I trust that you are WAY more mature than she is.

Mikal

Anytime.Lol I know he has time to reply.Seriously what else does he have to do?It can't be that important lol.He does it all the time though.Its starting to really irrate me.He's a nice guy don't get me wrong.But sometimes he needs to learn that people can't wait forever on him.Whatever he'll figure it out the hard way.Because I can wait,but I can't wait forever on a damn message.Sometimes I'd like to take a bat to him for doing this to me.Ugh I'll get over it.Oh and the hair dye thing if you do afterwards,blame it on your sister :D ahahaha
I love you.